December 1st

thats when my next court date is... i'm going to get probation. its the best thing they can give me so i'm taking it. the only catch is that i have to register as a sex offender and it will be on my record for about 10 months. its cool tho. the best they can come up with yea i'll take it!

so, Jade and i are done for good i guess. its hard yes, but i just need to turn to my Father in Heaven again. i havent spoken to Him in a while and i think its time i have a long repenting conversation with Him. i really need it. i have felt pretty depressed all day but i have managed to pull thru it. i love you all and i shall pray for u! i ask for your prayers in this time of heart ache. love you guys!!!