So, i finally get jade back and then on Wednesday he gets arrested on a warrant. the warrant was for not showing up to court. this court stuff has been going on for two years and its for a false accusation. i miss him so much. i have no idea when i will see him again. i have put in for visits, but thing is, his sister, lindsey told me that he was just using me for a place to live. but when jade gets out i am going to tell him that he has to start helping around the house, he can only sleep till 10 unless its a weekend, and he has GOT to look for a job or he is kicked out. its harsh but its what i have to do. i just hope lindsey is wrong. i love jade. i know i do. because i get sick when i think of never seeing him again. i cant get the scene of him being arrested out of my head and i feel like it is driving me crazy. i cant concentrate on ANYTHING! i have tried everything from reading the scriptures to hanging out with my friends and all i can think about is jade being arrested. its like my mind is a broken record repeating it over and over. I need some suggestions on what i can do. i have prayed and prayed and prayed for him since he was arrested. i have also prayed for the scene to be taken from my mind but it hasnt been. so if i can get some help on what to do that would be awesome. thanks guys. other than all that i am doing pretty well. i have a Pre-Trial on the 29th of this month then things will be set in motion. the trial then sentencing. i really hope i can get off with something like probation or counseling or maybe even both. i am really mad though because i should be getting off with nothing because the police officer didnt read me my rights and that is a mandatory thing. i told my attourney an he said it didnt matter but IT DOES!!!! so if i dont get off i will be soooooooooooo mad!!!!!! but yeah wish me luck!!!! i will keep u updated on what goes on with Jade and I! love you all!!!!!!
